Have you ever been so depressed that you don't even know what's wrong anymore?
And I'm not even sure it can be called depression, cause at this point I'm in a sort of vegetal state. I feel nothing. I can't relate to anyone, and I don't even want to. It's like I'm not even trying... agh. I just don't believe it's worth it, you know?
Everyone, nono.. MOST of the people I know -of course I don't mean friends- is super shallow and makes me wanna throw up in their faces all the bloody time. Let alone the hipocrits and the liars...
I'm just not so sure I can take this anymore. Maybe I should move out to a galaxy far far away.
I'm sinking more and more into my lies
Now home is just a pin prick
In the vastness of my life
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Manfrotto By Bogen Imaging 3021 I will always love you, till my dying days!!
This video
, better doctor this song to me someone I am currently, he says the song also makes you think too much about me.
I love both the song and my current boyfriend and I make it for posterity.
, better doctor this song to me someone I am currently, he says the song also makes you think too much about me.
I love both the song and my current boyfriend and I make it for posterity.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Best Budget Cd Player 2009 Today closes a chapter in the book of my life!
This week has been full of emotions.
On Monday, I looked up my ex boyfriend to ask me again to return with him, he turned to mourn, hugged me, kissed me and I reciprocated, really still love him, enjoy both being a few minutes with him , but I must return to him, took a decision why not going to come back and I will. I love him and I told him one day that was the love of my life is true, I love being with him, the problem is that I must not rgresar with him because then as ended that relationship has no future. I know I jam marginallI, s in life could be at his side, maybe yes, but do not want to live in the village, surrounded by land and hills, I am not of this world, perhaps it is wrong to say, but I can not want. I spent many beautiful moments with him, shared many adventures, we did many crazy things, but there was much discussion, tears, screams, mistrust, jealousy, etc. And that's precisely what I should no longer afford.
I asked him to look me yano, I forgot that I hated, but he told me to give you another chance, now if you are changing, but it is not fair that so far they saw it real and wants to change and that bothers me a lot. Asked me to let her stay, which dominated withMigo although it does take her statement, I said no more, that never would stay with me because I was tired of his contempt, that I was always begging him, that he begged and cried begging him to stay, not to go and he behaved badly, I refused and I felt awful, because I got tired of it and I'm not ready to return to live in torment. I got into my car and I went, I told him to leave because it was entering.
It hurt a lot of that chapter of my life, but it is much better and I also cry because I love you, love you, I love, but that's not enough, now that I've been without it, I felt super good I felt so free and happy, but not puedo avoid miss him, think of it, remember our good times and worst of all esque slept a while ago and dreamed of it, I dreamed we were like a dirt road where there were hills, and I walked embrace and kiss and we were happy. You see, even the dream because it extrañoy miss him very much, we got along fine when we were happy we were sooo happy, but that ended and I miss him no more. Adios
Manuel, I hope you can forgive me someday. I wish you the best in the world to be happy, I hope you find an m
On Monday, I looked up my ex boyfriend to ask me again to return with him, he turned to mourn, hugged me, kissed me and I reciprocated, really still love him, enjoy both being a few minutes with him , but I must return to him, took a decision why not going to come back and I will. I love him and I told him one day that was the love of my life is true, I love being with him, the problem is that I must not rgresar with him because then as ended that relationship has no future. I know I jam marginallI, s in life could be at his side, maybe yes, but do not want to live in the village, surrounded by land and hills, I am not of this world, perhaps it is wrong to say, but I can not want. I spent many beautiful moments with him, shared many adventures, we did many crazy things, but there was much discussion, tears, screams, mistrust, jealousy, etc. And that's precisely what I should no longer afford.
I asked him to look me yano, I forgot that I hated, but he told me to give you another chance, now if you are changing, but it is not fair that so far they saw it real and wants to change and that bothers me a lot. Asked me to let her stay, which dominated withMigo although it does take her statement, I said no more, that never would stay with me because I was tired of his contempt, that I was always begging him, that he begged and cried begging him to stay, not to go and he behaved badly, I refused and I felt awful, because I got tired of it and I'm not ready to return to live in torment. I got into my car and I went, I told him to leave because it was entering.
It hurt a lot of that chapter of my life, but it is much better and I also cry because I love you, love you, I love, but that's not enough, now that I've been without it, I felt super good I felt so free and happy, but not puedo avoid miss him, think of it, remember our good times and worst of all esque slept a while ago and dreamed of it, I dreamed we were like a dirt road where there were hills, and I walked embrace and kiss and we were happy. You see, even the dream because it extrañoy miss him very much, we got along fine when we were happy we were sooo happy, but that ended and I miss him no more. Adios
Manuel, I hope you can forgive me someday. I wish you the best in the world to be happy, I hope you find an m
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